Random Note: The artists eye is the eye that can see anything as if it's never seen it before.

The title sais it all don't you think? So anyway, the fic I'll be posting is a webcomic-fandom. Those who don't know http://guestsinpurgatory.comicgenesis.com/ should go read it (it's awesome, believe me) or at least read my little summary below.

So everything is going really good, actually! I'm horribly behind on schoolwork and way too unmotivated to fix it, I'm sad to say. The curse of the third semester, it always seems to be the down-semester, for everyone, from what I hear. The year is too much on his way that everyone is starting the get tired of school, everyone is half-way sick due to the winter (well I always am, anyway) and summer is not near anough to cheer for and bring up your motivationlevel. Oh well, I'll try. I'm just saying that I doubt that I'll still have an avarege of an 8 (out of 10) after the end of this semester. Is all...

Norway is coming closer and closer and I'm starting to think of the practical part of it... Like buying new suitcases and bags because what I have now won't hold all I'll need to carry in a thousand years. I'll need a new wintercoat, warmer clothes etc. etc. It scares me to death at times, being in a strange country, far away from all I know with only Mari kinda near. It'll be awesome though, and I'm so excited about it! Now if I could just get the paperwork out of the way... All I still need to do is write an application-letter, wich is a lot harder than it may seem. I'm either to busy or too tired to properly take the time to write one. Oh well, I have anough time to do so still...

I'm also REALLY looking forwarth to summervacation, wich is gonna be awesome! I'm very much in need of getting some REST finally, and a lot of sun. Well the sun part is getting there, as spring is taking over the Netherlands, but the rest. I'm gonna work 24 hours a week for 4 weeks and make over 650 euro, wich is downright awesome. It won't be too easy, but probably kinda fun...
I'm gonna miss uni though (yeah I'm a total geek, so sue me!). I really like psychology even though the amouth of work and my own neglectance of it is driving me crazy. I regulary wake up around 2 in the morning gasping because I think I forgot to do this or that... Wich isn't quite true, I'm a good little student and hand in my assignments in time, but try telling that to my subcouncious. I just hope I'll pass all of my courses this period... Because if not it's either stay home from Norway (Wich is a definate NO WAY!) or finish them in two years, wich is almost just as definately NO WAY.
Also, I'll get to see my dear dear Mari in summer! Whiiiiii! And get her and Rian for my own for all of a ful week! That's just so uber awesome, believe me. Now only if the gods will send us good weather and a tent during castlefest, I'll be seriously happy.

I got all of the first Saiyuki series complete! All nine volumes! In total, I own 51 manga's now, wich is a huge amouth if you ask me. Seriously awesome, though! =D Also got myself Bleach 9 and Angel Sanctuary 18 ^ - ^ Oh and I finally baught Spirited Away. The movie is so beautiful that I had to have it and yesterday I just went and baught it!

On any other notes... Euhmn... Heaven have it that I won't be writing the coming two weeks, because I have a serious amouth of work to do before I'm ready for any testweeks (Just guess what I should be doing now *rolls eyes*)

I think that was about it for now! Go read the fanfiction! Even if you don't know the fandom, read the fiction!

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Guests in Purgatory, a summary (brutally stolen from the webside *grinn*)
17 year olds Yuki and Aki have one thing in common other than their age, they shared their death together, without even meaning to. However, since both deaths were not what was written in the book of fate, the "Higher Ups" as we call them, are baffled, and until they can figure out what in the hell exactly is going on, Yuki and Aki must stay as "Guests in Purgatory". What will happen next?! Will they drift apart as they expiate for sins that aren't there?? Or will their blackened thread of fate keep them together and possibly lead to more...?

Characters
Aki is a quiet, sweet and quite innocent boy with a bad past. His abusive mom drove him to suiside... And he ended up killing Yuki in the process. Yuki, being a rich kid, never had much of his parents attention at all. He's sarcastic, only slightly evil and not a bit gothy. After their deaths, death-god Rin found them. She took them to Purgatory and gave them a room there. Rin drops by from time to time, to see if they're still alright or just plain to amuse herself.

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~Birds, bees and butterflies~
by GinnyVos
Rating: K+
Fandom: Guests in Purgatory
Series: Birds, bees and butterflies
Summary: Aki is curious
Pairings: None, so far
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: The characters are owned by Schetch, who is super awesome

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“Hey Yuki…”
Aki’s voice was soft, shy as ever and barely audible over Yuki’s music. They where both sitting on opposite ends of the couch, both reading. Yuki had this awesome manga on a bunch of guys on their way west to save the world from a crazy demon who wanted to kill all humans. Aki, to Yuki’s intense dislike, was reading Harry Potter. Or had been, because now the only thing he seemed to use the book for now, was to hide himself behind.</span></p>

Yuki pushed the pause button on his MP3 player and looked up at the boy. You really wouldn’t say they where of the same age... Aki really acted like he was at least a few years younger... With those big blue eyes of him and that overly innocent face that made him want to.... Ok not going there, definitely not going there.

“What?”

“Euhmn...” Aki pulled his knees up to his chest, hugging himself with long pale arms, scars just a little too noticeable for Yuki’s comfort. Those big eyes where wandering over the ceiling, over the furniture and just about anything in the room except for Yuki.

“What is it Aki?”

He knew his voice was a little harsh, annoyed, but his manga had been very good and he wanted to go back to it.

“Euhmn...”

Aki still didn’t look Yuki in the face, eyes darting around as if looking for something to help him. The guy really should give himself a break. How long had they been living here together now? He should know by now that Yuki didn’t bite... Not hard anyway.

When Yuki glared at him, Aki only hugged his knees tighter however, still hiding behind his book.

“Aki, say what you want to say now, or I’m going back to my book.”

Still nothing, no acknowledgment of being heard even, apart from Aki blushing. But what else was new, the boy always seemed to be blushing when around him. It was getting on his nerves.

Yuki started going back to his book and putting his music back on, when Aki finally decided to speak.

“Haveyoueverkissedsomeone?”
”… What..?” Yuki cocked an eyebrow. “Say that again and now slower, I didn’t understand a word of it.”

It only proved to make Aki’s blush all the more intense. He was still not meeting Yuki’s eyes, and it was annoying the hell out of him.

“Well...?”

“I- Euhmn- Have you- I mean- Have you ever- euhmn- Have you ever...” The shade of Aki’s face would’ve made a tomato proud by now. “Have you ever... Kissed someone?”

Yuki looked at the boy in wonder for a moment. “Of course I have... I mean, come on, I’m 17 for gods sake! Sure I’ve kissed some girls. Had some girlfriends even. Though I ditched them fairly soon... Stupid girls. Surely you’ve had some too, right?”

“...”

“Right...?”

“...”

“RIGHT?”

“Euhmn...”

He shouldn’t be so surprised, with how shy and... Well weird the Aki was, but fuck... He was pretty good looking in his own way, even Yuki could see that, and surely some girls had seen that, too... Right?

“So you’re telling me you never actually kissed anyone?”

“Euhmn...” A short nod was all he got for an answer, together with another blush. Aki was still not meeting his eyes. Too embarrassed to do so, probably... Poor guy, if he never kissed anyone, he’d never gotten laid either... Poor poor guy...

“So... Euhmn... What- What does it feel like? Kissing someone, I mean... I know you- You sort of kissed me but... Well I don’t remember much, being unconscious and all and... Euhmn... Yeah...”

Aki stared at the ceiling intently, so much so that Yuki checked if there wasn’t really something up there. Of course there was nothing, so he looked back at Aki.

“You know, the ceiling might come to life and tell you if you stare at it long enough, but to be honest I doubt it will any time soon.”
Blushing fiercely, Aki gazed away, focusing on Yuki now, but still not quite meeting his eyes.

Yuki sighed. It’d have to do. Aki was slowly driving him crazy with his constant avoiding of eye-contact, he liked to look people in the eyes when he talked to them, damn it!

“So, what- what does it feel like?”
Yuki almost laughed at both the insecurity in Aki’s voice and just how ridiculous the question was. Than he shrugged.

“It’s kind of... Wet, I guess... Good though, most of the time, when people kiss they don’t talk you see, so it’s a good way to shut people up and-” And he should really not be thinking about using that method on Aki... Although it would definitely shut him up. No doubt there... But he was not gay.

“And, yeah well that’s it I guess. Wet, and kind of good and hot.”

Aki just sat there, his eyes now on somewhere just below Yuki’s face.

He’d never kissed anyone before he died... So that meant he’d given Aki his first kiss. And the boy didn’t even remember. Man... That really was kind of sad. Maybe he should... No, no way in hell. He was not kissing Aki again. One time had been gross enough!

“You should ask Rin to show you, I bet she won’t mind...”

Aki nodded, and looked down again. Yuki shrugged and popped his music back on, going back to his manga. Conversation over.

He could still feel Aki’s eyes on him, but to Yuki’s relieve the boy kept silent. He had trouble enough concentrating on his manga as it was... And that was not because his thoughts kept straying to kissing a certain someone... Because he was most definitely NOT gay.

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There, let me know if you liked it! There's more of this, I've got one fic waiting and plenty of inspiration to write the next, so...

Oh and I really wanted you guys oppintion on posting christmas-fics here in the middle of april, would you read? Would you mind?